1. What kinda money can you put in a man who when he has you he doesn't want a commitment and when he doesn't have you he's willing to commit in a minute? So is the case with Steveo. Pros and Cons.
Pros:
He makes a lot of money.
He just baught a brand new car.
He admitted he was an ass.
He admitted he had feelings for me.
Wants me to come see him.
Wants to find out if we can have a future.
Claims to want to move back to Ontario to be with me.
He has a huge heart.
He has gone out of his way for me when I need him.
Cons:
He once told a guy i was seeing that I was a slut so that we could get back together.
He slept with his ex after we made plans to get together for grad.
He never wanted commitment before.
He doesn't have his own place (living with family in florida right now).
He's a pot smoker. Heavy.
He's slept with quite a few people.
I sometimes think he is a nympho?
So what do we think? I like the sound of everything he says now (including wanting to take me to London, England and be extreme tourists) but from what has happened in the past I'm a little suspicious. I've said that I will be moving back to Ontario, not for him, but for me. If he shows up at my door and says everything he's said in the last week.. i might give him another chance. maybe. so there.
2. Everyone at the company I work at who knows what they are doing are wanting to quit. Some have had job offers. Others are waiting for the paperwork to quit and some have already quit. My job, currently is already retardedly stressfull. We all know that. If everyone who knows how to do their job leaves that puts me in a humungously terrible situation. so the question is.. when everyone leaves.. do I stay and stress myself out to the max or do I leave too? From what everyone is saying.. I probably have til june 1st until I need to make a desicion. But believe you/me... my job will suck if they leave.
3. I did some gardening today. yes you heard me right. lol. It was fun. But I am sore now. Sigh. And the funny thing is.. the crazies will get back this week and be like "oh. well." and hate it. I know it. lol. Oh well. Anyhoo. My head feels like it may explode so I'm gonna have a nap. Was supposed to hang out with tis tonight but i bailed. My head feels like there is a balloon expanding in it as we speak.
Until another date..
xxoo
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
How to make yourself feel better: by Waffleonious.
THis weekend was horrific. Althought I think I have found a few short tricks to make me feel better.
a) get a new computer. i know. a little expensive. thats why i didn't buy it. but myron baught me a beauty 20" imac. I heart it. It made the first part of the day happy.
b) explain to people why you are upset. i told gary i wasn't upset that he didn't tell me about mike, i was upset becuase he lied to my face.
c) find a boy who will shamelessly make you feel like the queen of the world. this one was easy. steveo messeged me again last night. not only did he want me to come to florida he admited that he has fucked up royally with me and that if he ever gets the chance again he won't let me go. I said I might move to ottawa in november, he said he would follow me and hunt me down and then we could be togehter. we all secretly know this won't happen.. but i really can't help but dream about it right? lol.
d) watch that cleaning show with the two british cleaners. hilarious. your life never seems as bad as those digusting people on the W channel. In fact the one on here right now is so digusting that... well.. she's just gross.
e) talk to amy on the tele on the companys phone bill for 45 minutes. nuff said.
f) do some money counting and decide what you are going to do with it at that time (i am only going to spend money on food and gas for the next 8 months then get a lovely apartment in ottawa/toronto and get a job that will not be as stressful as my current one.)
g) laugh at funny things. because you can.
and those things are things that don't suck today!
xxoo
a) get a new computer. i know. a little expensive. thats why i didn't buy it. but myron baught me a beauty 20" imac. I heart it. It made the first part of the day happy.
b) explain to people why you are upset. i told gary i wasn't upset that he didn't tell me about mike, i was upset becuase he lied to my face.
c) find a boy who will shamelessly make you feel like the queen of the world. this one was easy. steveo messeged me again last night. not only did he want me to come to florida he admited that he has fucked up royally with me and that if he ever gets the chance again he won't let me go. I said I might move to ottawa in november, he said he would follow me and hunt me down and then we could be togehter. we all secretly know this won't happen.. but i really can't help but dream about it right? lol.
d) watch that cleaning show with the two british cleaners. hilarious. your life never seems as bad as those digusting people on the W channel. In fact the one on here right now is so digusting that... well.. she's just gross.
e) talk to amy on the tele on the companys phone bill for 45 minutes. nuff said.
f) do some money counting and decide what you are going to do with it at that time (i am only going to spend money on food and gas for the next 8 months then get a lovely apartment in ottawa/toronto and get a job that will not be as stressful as my current one.)
g) laugh at funny things. because you can.
and those things are things that don't suck today!
xxoo
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Maybe I was just being dramatic.. but probably not.
I don't really know where to start. That last post pretty much summed it up.
The night started out great. We had fun at my house drinking tequila, making ffajitas and listening to gloria estafan.. lol. We took the bus into town which was fun cause it was a double decker! We got to the bar and it all went down hill. I had 8 drinks at the bar... and it wasn't... how do you say.. really drunk? Like.. i was.. but I wasn't because tequila effects you differently? anyways.. we were dancing but just being shoved around and around. Tia spotted a guy she thought was good looking and his friend who was exactly good looking.. so we went up to ask them to dance.. i even asked the ugly guy and he laughed at me. asshole. so we go back to the dance floor and are having a little less fun when I have to go the bathroom. Its crammed packed with girls doing their makeup.. i had excuse myself into the bathroom just to wash my hands. and what did they all do.. look at me like I just puked on them. Needless to say they were all dressed like they were getting ready to get back on their poles. So we go out to do some dancing.. a boy starts dancing with me... fine.. when all of random sudden he grabs my hands and crams them on his dick. like honestly. it was indeed hard as a rock but still.. i was not interested. I tried to get away but tia wasn't getting the message so i turned away from him and he jumped his hands down the back of my pants. I was not having any of that! I slapped him and we left the dance floor. We probably stood around and watched for 30 minutes when I decided to ask another cute boy to dance.. he was like "im drinking right now" all i said was "you could just said no thanks". jackasses.
So I'm not happy. We finally decide to leave as my feet are absolutely murdering me. We go to a pizze joint where I don't know how the tears started but the guy making the pizza was from barrie and one of the customers was from ottawa and there I was balling my eyes out in the pizza shop with the only two people there actually caring we not the person I came with. Yeah know what Tias reaction was? "So go home then. Don't be wimp. Most of my friends go to school in Vancouver I know how it feels". I was like "you have no idea. You can pay the 9 bucks to take the ferry to see them. I live 5 days and over 700 dollars away from EVERYONE I know." and all she could say "whats stopping you. go home then". bitch. i then proceeded to pay the entire cab ride (45$) made her damn bed for her.. and then when I got up this morning.. she had just left the mess (including the couch and blankets) everywhere. Fuck.
So I'll probably come home once I get some moola saved up. I'll probably stay til next November/December but I'll be home for Christmas. Just need to save up some money and rack up the experience at work so I can get a good job when I get back.
In other news? SteveO talked to me last night. He asked me to come out and see him in Florida. Not bloody likely.
Soo now I am going to clean up my messy dungeon, clean up myself and then go for a bike ride into town to get some lunch.
xoo
The night started out great. We had fun at my house drinking tequila, making ffajitas and listening to gloria estafan.. lol. We took the bus into town which was fun cause it was a double decker! We got to the bar and it all went down hill. I had 8 drinks at the bar... and it wasn't... how do you say.. really drunk? Like.. i was.. but I wasn't because tequila effects you differently? anyways.. we were dancing but just being shoved around and around. Tia spotted a guy she thought was good looking and his friend who was exactly good looking.. so we went up to ask them to dance.. i even asked the ugly guy and he laughed at me. asshole. so we go back to the dance floor and are having a little less fun when I have to go the bathroom. Its crammed packed with girls doing their makeup.. i had excuse myself into the bathroom just to wash my hands. and what did they all do.. look at me like I just puked on them. Needless to say they were all dressed like they were getting ready to get back on their poles. So we go out to do some dancing.. a boy starts dancing with me... fine.. when all of random sudden he grabs my hands and crams them on his dick. like honestly. it was indeed hard as a rock but still.. i was not interested. I tried to get away but tia wasn't getting the message so i turned away from him and he jumped his hands down the back of my pants. I was not having any of that! I slapped him and we left the dance floor. We probably stood around and watched for 30 minutes when I decided to ask another cute boy to dance.. he was like "im drinking right now" all i said was "you could just said no thanks". jackasses.
So I'm not happy. We finally decide to leave as my feet are absolutely murdering me. We go to a pizze joint where I don't know how the tears started but the guy making the pizza was from barrie and one of the customers was from ottawa and there I was balling my eyes out in the pizza shop with the only two people there actually caring we not the person I came with. Yeah know what Tias reaction was? "So go home then. Don't be wimp. Most of my friends go to school in Vancouver I know how it feels". I was like "you have no idea. You can pay the 9 bucks to take the ferry to see them. I live 5 days and over 700 dollars away from EVERYONE I know." and all she could say "whats stopping you. go home then". bitch. i then proceeded to pay the entire cab ride (45$) made her damn bed for her.. and then when I got up this morning.. she had just left the mess (including the couch and blankets) everywhere. Fuck.
So I'll probably come home once I get some moola saved up. I'll probably stay til next November/December but I'll be home for Christmas. Just need to save up some money and rack up the experience at work so I can get a good job when I get back.
In other news? SteveO talked to me last night. He asked me to come out and see him in Florida. Not bloody likely.
Soo now I am going to clean up my messy dungeon, clean up myself and then go for a bike ride into town to get some lunch.
xoo
2:04 AND IT'S CONFIRMED
i am very drunk. but have cried more today then any othe rday then sin c being here. i hate bc. don't come here. it horrible. i cried and no one cared but the other two people from ontario ( the pizza making guy and a random custoer). in short. i wll be home in time for christmas next year. i will exabd tomooraw.
zzoo more then ever.
zzoo more then ever.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Betrayed or just not a confidant?
I suppose a few things have happened in the last few days that require some thinking.
a) My Indigo Pressman (Mike - drama boy extrodinaire) told myself and my boss that he needed to take a 6 week hiadus because of serious personal problems. I dislike the kid on a personal level, but respect the work he does, and he knows that. I was a little perturbed that he was going to take 6 weeks off, especially when its been so busy, but for personal reason.. one cannot be mad. I've asked everyone if they knew what the personal reasons were. Everyone. Even gary, whom I have come to trust with everything!. No one had any answers, they all claimed to not know. So be it. Then Christina, My Island Art Sales Person, was supposed to have her 3 month review last week and I never got a chance to ask how it went, mostly out of friendliness, but I hadn't seen much of her. Ok, so be it. Last night was our month going on the town with the work crew thing. We always go to the same bar and have too many drinks and a good time. Randomly I over heard that Mike actually took 6 weeks off to take another job because he hated the Indigo press job so much and was planning to not come back. He told everyone but me. No one thought to tell me. If he doesn't come back in.. it'll be more than 2 months before we can find a reasonable replacement and will not be able to keep up with the already piling jobs. Not only was it unfair to do this to me, it was unfair to do this to everyone in the company and the fact that everyone lied to me about it completely mistifies me. ON TOP of that, I asked Gary how Christina review went, just curioius like, and he said he didn't know. Another lie. Apparently she gave her notice. Fucking fantastic.
b) jamie (cute boy from vancouver) is 30. Thats only 8 years, but seriously, I want a man with responsibilites, but not 8 years more than me right now. lol. Im so picky. I know.
c) Going out with Tia tonight. Should hopefully be a good time. Seriously craving some crazy drunken dancing! And possibley a little male attention? lol. Not any of the take home type, even just some random conversation would be healthy! Last night, at the bar we go to.. i just normally wear what i wore to work, being a cute little coral tshirt, jeans and flipflops.. lol.. and this uniquely good looking boy who might've been a bouncer walked by us probably 14 times and on the 14th time just before I left, he walked from one side of the bar to the other starring at my boobs. I watched him the entire way and he didn't notice cause he was looking at my tits. I thought it was hilarious! I laughed out loud! lol. Apparently most of the weight that i've gained back has moved to my boobs. They are huge. Booooo. On another funny note, one of the girls I work with, Galadrial, she's gay. Not exciting I know, but last night one of the bartenders who normally serves us got absolutely shitfaced and randomly started like making out with her but then confessed that she had a boyfriend that she was moving in with next week.. but really it was hilarious. galadrial is such a bump on the log when it comes ot meeting women its so funny when one actually hits on her.
um... yup thats about it for now. I'm going into town in a few to get some groceries and am considering picking up a fish while downtown. Or a snail. lol. Just something I can talk to when i get home eh? lol. Not in a desperate way.. more in a funny.. married to my pets kinda way.. I'm thinking it will be a good way to destress. lol. sigh.
And thats that!
OH. MAIL!. There should be things about to arrive in Chesterville and in Toronot and in Bracebridge any moment now. Meghan.. your may in fact be broken but I hope not. Amy.. yours is funny. Beasey.. you cannot open yours to your birthday. Tada! And I got your "future postcard" today amy.. love it. my bulletin board is just full of letters from you guys.. its nice to look at!
OH. and the other day I saw chickens randomly on the side of the high just walking along in a row and I laughed really hard. I don't know what that says about the stress level of my job but.. lol.. if chickens can crack me up.. maybe i need to destress a little? lol.
miss y'all!!
a) My Indigo Pressman (Mike - drama boy extrodinaire) told myself and my boss that he needed to take a 6 week hiadus because of serious personal problems. I dislike the kid on a personal level, but respect the work he does, and he knows that. I was a little perturbed that he was going to take 6 weeks off, especially when its been so busy, but for personal reason.. one cannot be mad. I've asked everyone if they knew what the personal reasons were. Everyone. Even gary, whom I have come to trust with everything!. No one had any answers, they all claimed to not know. So be it. Then Christina, My Island Art Sales Person, was supposed to have her 3 month review last week and I never got a chance to ask how it went, mostly out of friendliness, but I hadn't seen much of her. Ok, so be it. Last night was our month going on the town with the work crew thing. We always go to the same bar and have too many drinks and a good time. Randomly I over heard that Mike actually took 6 weeks off to take another job because he hated the Indigo press job so much and was planning to not come back. He told everyone but me. No one thought to tell me. If he doesn't come back in.. it'll be more than 2 months before we can find a reasonable replacement and will not be able to keep up with the already piling jobs. Not only was it unfair to do this to me, it was unfair to do this to everyone in the company and the fact that everyone lied to me about it completely mistifies me. ON TOP of that, I asked Gary how Christina review went, just curioius like, and he said he didn't know. Another lie. Apparently she gave her notice. Fucking fantastic.
b) jamie (cute boy from vancouver) is 30. Thats only 8 years, but seriously, I want a man with responsibilites, but not 8 years more than me right now. lol. Im so picky. I know.
c) Going out with Tia tonight. Should hopefully be a good time. Seriously craving some crazy drunken dancing! And possibley a little male attention? lol. Not any of the take home type, even just some random conversation would be healthy! Last night, at the bar we go to.. i just normally wear what i wore to work, being a cute little coral tshirt, jeans and flipflops.. lol.. and this uniquely good looking boy who might've been a bouncer walked by us probably 14 times and on the 14th time just before I left, he walked from one side of the bar to the other starring at my boobs. I watched him the entire way and he didn't notice cause he was looking at my tits. I thought it was hilarious! I laughed out loud! lol. Apparently most of the weight that i've gained back has moved to my boobs. They are huge. Booooo. On another funny note, one of the girls I work with, Galadrial, she's gay. Not exciting I know, but last night one of the bartenders who normally serves us got absolutely shitfaced and randomly started like making out with her but then confessed that she had a boyfriend that she was moving in with next week.. but really it was hilarious. galadrial is such a bump on the log when it comes ot meeting women its so funny when one actually hits on her.
um... yup thats about it for now. I'm going into town in a few to get some groceries and am considering picking up a fish while downtown. Or a snail. lol. Just something I can talk to when i get home eh? lol. Not in a desperate way.. more in a funny.. married to my pets kinda way.. I'm thinking it will be a good way to destress. lol. sigh.
And thats that!
OH. MAIL!. There should be things about to arrive in Chesterville and in Toronot and in Bracebridge any moment now. Meghan.. your may in fact be broken but I hope not. Amy.. yours is funny. Beasey.. you cannot open yours to your birthday. Tada! And I got your "future postcard" today amy.. love it. my bulletin board is just full of letters from you guys.. its nice to look at!
OH. and the other day I saw chickens randomly on the side of the high just walking along in a row and I laughed really hard. I don't know what that says about the stress level of my job but.. lol.. if chickens can crack me up.. maybe i need to destress a little? lol.
miss y'all!!
Monday, April 09, 2007
a good weekend.. and monday for that matter.
I suppose this weekend was good.. even if I acted like a brat to the crazies. If they are going to treat me like a child.. i can throw a damn good temper tantrum. I know, I know, there is nothing mature about revenge/acting like a 12 year old. But still.. I feel better giving them the silent treatment.
Went out for dinner and drinks with Jennifer on saturday night. She's a pretty cool cat. She's been damn near EVERYwhere. To think, if a girl thats been to every european country can't hack it in victoria.. then I'm not such a huge wimp after all. In anycase.. she's pretty swet.
And then the supremely fun news.. perhaps amy's coming to vancouver after all? I know, I won't get my hopes up. But it would be really neat for me... and for her of course if she came out. Besides.. Stacey is coming to calgary.. so mine as well be inbetween the two of us as per usual right? lol. still.. i'll be happy with whatever she chooses.. after all.. its not like i'm never coming home!
On a side note, Jamie from Vancouver (cute interesting boy) added me on facebook this morning. I now remember more about him. He's kinda cute, I guess and he works for westjet. So there. lol. perhaps I'll venture over to vancouver this weekend? hmmmm?
hurrray! i miss amy! and meghan! and heidi! sigh. ok. i miss everyone. But its getting better out here. for sure.
xxoo
Went out for dinner and drinks with Jennifer on saturday night. She's a pretty cool cat. She's been damn near EVERYwhere. To think, if a girl thats been to every european country can't hack it in victoria.. then I'm not such a huge wimp after all. In anycase.. she's pretty swet.
And then the supremely fun news.. perhaps amy's coming to vancouver after all? I know, I won't get my hopes up. But it would be really neat for me... and for her of course if she came out. Besides.. Stacey is coming to calgary.. so mine as well be inbetween the two of us as per usual right? lol. still.. i'll be happy with whatever she chooses.. after all.. its not like i'm never coming home!
On a side note, Jamie from Vancouver (cute interesting boy) added me on facebook this morning. I now remember more about him. He's kinda cute, I guess and he works for westjet. So there. lol. perhaps I'll venture over to vancouver this weekend? hmmmm?
hurrray! i miss amy! and meghan! and heidi! sigh. ok. i miss everyone. But its getting better out here. for sure.
xxoo
Friday, April 06, 2007
And then the world didn't suck so much?
I haven't exactly been unhappy over the last few weeks. But I haven't been feeling quite like myself. I don't know what it is, or who it is, or what the solution was, but I feel better now.
Wednesday: I went and got my eyebrows waxed (as per usual) by jennifer. I love the girl. And turns out she loves me too. We're both away from homes/friends/family and are both finding it really hard to meet quality people. So we are going to be each others people and make it a group effort to meet people. lol. So we are going for beer. I also baught a lottery ticket. Just cause right?
Thursday: I check my lottery ticket. I WON. $10. But still. I laughed out loud. Really loud actually. I was so happy! The first time I won! AND then tia called. She's not angry. I'm kinda glad. Its been strange not having strange things happen all the time. So we're going eastering tomorrow.
Eastering involves taking the double decker bus (HURRA) into Victoria and then off to the PETTING ZOO! Is it sad that Im kinda excited? lol. My march says that I should buy another lottery ticket and then sneak up on a large group of people and jump in the air like lottery winners do and have tia take a picture. It would be ridiculously funny. I may even take it as a challenge, see how many times we can do it! lol.
Other good things? I'm going to get a kitten. You heard me. But not a fucked up one like doodle. That cat was fucked. No joke. So.. the idea is I'm going to buy one from a pet store. I know there are lots of kittens at shelters.. but i don't want another fucked up one. lol. And pet store kittens need homes too eh?
Ok team. Until another day!
Wednesday: I went and got my eyebrows waxed (as per usual) by jennifer. I love the girl. And turns out she loves me too. We're both away from homes/friends/family and are both finding it really hard to meet quality people. So we are going to be each others people and make it a group effort to meet people. lol. So we are going for beer. I also baught a lottery ticket. Just cause right?
Thursday: I check my lottery ticket. I WON. $10. But still. I laughed out loud. Really loud actually. I was so happy! The first time I won! AND then tia called. She's not angry. I'm kinda glad. Its been strange not having strange things happen all the time. So we're going eastering tomorrow.
Eastering involves taking the double decker bus (HURRA) into Victoria and then off to the PETTING ZOO! Is it sad that Im kinda excited? lol. My march says that I should buy another lottery ticket and then sneak up on a large group of people and jump in the air like lottery winners do and have tia take a picture. It would be ridiculously funny. I may even take it as a challenge, see how many times we can do it! lol.
Other good things? I'm going to get a kitten. You heard me. But not a fucked up one like doodle. That cat was fucked. No joke. So.. the idea is I'm going to buy one from a pet store. I know there are lots of kittens at shelters.. but i don't want another fucked up one. lol. And pet store kittens need homes too eh?
Ok team. Until another day!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
"We take a life strategies approach" said the Investors Group Brochure I've been working on all day...
Hurray!
So im not coming home any time soon. I got a lovely new raise and even lovier offer of a new computer/salary benefits and some perks I wanted real bad regarding the make up of the job. (get to remaster the art of fixing a huge big filing mess in the digital aspect. hurra!)
back to saving again for a lovely lovely apartment. im not setting a date this time again tho.. when i find it I find it. that will be that!.
siiiiigh :)
So im not coming home any time soon. I got a lovely new raise and even lovier offer of a new computer/salary benefits and some perks I wanted real bad regarding the make up of the job. (get to remaster the art of fixing a huge big filing mess in the digital aspect. hurra!)
back to saving again for a lovely lovely apartment. im not setting a date this time again tho.. when i find it I find it. that will be that!.
siiiiigh :)
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Just shoutin the shit. In english.. not a sexy language at all.
Ok. So. (said in midly amusing think frenh/enlish accent like on "blowing up the world" flash show on internet)
I was perusing my little blog here, and found myself hilariously stupid. I like it. So I think, self I think, there must be other stupidly funny people out there that write about dumb things like golfing and boys and life in general. So i hit the "random blog" bottom at the top of the screen. 7 times. TO no avail. All i found was Foreign people. Not one speaking english not to mention whitty/funny/amusing/or intelligent. On the eighth click I managed to find a english speaking music writer. But that doesn't interest me. i'd rather just listen to the stuff.
On a side note, i baught a cd at HMV (i know. who buys cds these days? apparently me, I think I am becoming more attached my possessions/surroundings, I like owning things) anyways, the cd was called "Pink Martinis". I looked on the back? And there was song called "in the garden of samson and beasley". how could i not buy it. And i did. And it has turned into a wonderful work/car ride cd. Its french jazz. lol. im so ridicous i make myself laugh. a lot. I recommend it to anyone who just loves random happy jazz with a flare for the foreign even if you don't understand it, and what i mean is, especially if you don't understand it. i can' imagine listening to french jazz would be as compelling if you knew how to speak french. the joy would be lost.
Tonight, I shall go to the range, read my book, then look up some interesting (yet cheap) things I single gal in a big city can do. Amy suggested the museum, which I am sure would be very interesing cause i do like old shit... shit a term that should be used in a funny flirty way in that sentance... however.. i'm thinking like go see a band... join a knitting class? i'll probably go golfing on sunday..hopefully at a course that doesn't stink like i shit on the grass then stepped in it... and hopefully with some joyeous old men that perhaps inthe near future would introduce me to their fabulously artsy fartsy sons. Getting a little ahead of myself I know.
In other high anticipated news.. I am forsure coming home for my birthday. FOR SURE. I working ridonkulous hours as we speak so that I may take this time off paid.. but we shall see about the paid part. Anyhoo. Plan of attack is.. hopefully.. hang out with the olds a little bit, help bease move into her new apartment in london, do the birthday bit in either toronto or ottawa (im giving fair notice..so i expect everyone of you to be there), go to ottawa, visit toronto and then home? eeee. that'll be a busy two weeks for sure. rediculous. but i can't help that i must see everyone! Ok i know I said forsure at the beginning of the paragraph, but alas, i've just thought, if I am coming home at the end of august.. then I probably won't come home for my birthday.lol. we will see i guess.
ok. i have a les cramp in my wrist. more work to be done i suppose.
xxoo waffey
I was perusing my little blog here, and found myself hilariously stupid. I like it. So I think, self I think, there must be other stupidly funny people out there that write about dumb things like golfing and boys and life in general. So i hit the "random blog" bottom at the top of the screen. 7 times. TO no avail. All i found was Foreign people. Not one speaking english not to mention whitty/funny/amusing/or intelligent. On the eighth click I managed to find a english speaking music writer. But that doesn't interest me. i'd rather just listen to the stuff.
On a side note, i baught a cd at HMV (i know. who buys cds these days? apparently me, I think I am becoming more attached my possessions/surroundings, I like owning things) anyways, the cd was called "Pink Martinis". I looked on the back? And there was song called "in the garden of samson and beasley". how could i not buy it. And i did. And it has turned into a wonderful work/car ride cd. Its french jazz. lol. im so ridicous i make myself laugh. a lot. I recommend it to anyone who just loves random happy jazz with a flare for the foreign even if you don't understand it, and what i mean is, especially if you don't understand it. i can' imagine listening to french jazz would be as compelling if you knew how to speak french. the joy would be lost.
Tonight, I shall go to the range, read my book, then look up some interesting (yet cheap) things I single gal in a big city can do. Amy suggested the museum, which I am sure would be very interesing cause i do like old shit... shit a term that should be used in a funny flirty way in that sentance... however.. i'm thinking like go see a band... join a knitting class? i'll probably go golfing on sunday..hopefully at a course that doesn't stink like i shit on the grass then stepped in it... and hopefully with some joyeous old men that perhaps inthe near future would introduce me to their fabulously artsy fartsy sons. Getting a little ahead of myself I know.
In other high anticipated news.. I am forsure coming home for my birthday. FOR SURE. I working ridonkulous hours as we speak so that I may take this time off paid.. but we shall see about the paid part. Anyhoo. Plan of attack is.. hopefully.. hang out with the olds a little bit, help bease move into her new apartment in london, do the birthday bit in either toronto or ottawa (im giving fair notice..so i expect everyone of you to be there), go to ottawa, visit toronto and then home? eeee. that'll be a busy two weeks for sure. rediculous. but i can't help that i must see everyone! Ok i know I said forsure at the beginning of the paragraph, but alas, i've just thought, if I am coming home at the end of august.. then I probably won't come home for my birthday.lol. we will see i guess.
ok. i have a les cramp in my wrist. more work to be done i suppose.
xxoo waffey
Monday, April 02, 2007
What the hell am I doing with my life! etc.
Oh my ladies.
You've all been to this point before and I dismissed it as anxiety and just something some people go through (not this someone tho). I apologize now, as I find myself in that situation.
I haven't got the foggiest as to why I moved out here. Plain and simple. Not one good reason. And now, the only good reason I have for staying, is my job. Which by the way is a very compelling reason.
So now, as you all have, I'm researching my options. Go back to school? Change careers? Go overseas? Move home? Move to Ontario? Move to Ottawa? But dear god, what would i do in all of these places? I know I have to make money.
Lets think this through.
If i stay here (at the crazies) until January i can a) save up some cash. b) be able to stay at my job. c) um.. save up some cash.
If i move home.. i have no cash. no job. no home. ok.
so looks like I'll be milling about here til january. sigh.
You've all been to this point before and I dismissed it as anxiety and just something some people go through (not this someone tho). I apologize now, as I find myself in that situation.
I haven't got the foggiest as to why I moved out here. Plain and simple. Not one good reason. And now, the only good reason I have for staying, is my job. Which by the way is a very compelling reason.
So now, as you all have, I'm researching my options. Go back to school? Change careers? Go overseas? Move home? Move to Ontario? Move to Ottawa? But dear god, what would i do in all of these places? I know I have to make money.
Lets think this through.
If i stay here (at the crazies) until January i can a) save up some cash. b) be able to stay at my job. c) um.. save up some cash.
If i move home.. i have no cash. no job. no home. ok.
so looks like I'll be milling about here til january. sigh.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Disclaimer
Good morning one and all.
It has come to my attention that perhaps I have said some nasty gossipy things about people on here. I have a statement prepared.
The only thing I am sorry for, is that I didn't say these things in person.
That is all. This is not meant as a form of backstabbing, but it could be constrived as that, so I'm clearing the air. If I have said something nasty about you on here, I'm sorry I didn't get the chance and/or grow the balls to say it to your face first.
xxoo waffey.
It has come to my attention that perhaps I have said some nasty gossipy things about people on here. I have a statement prepared.
The only thing I am sorry for, is that I didn't say these things in person.
That is all. This is not meant as a form of backstabbing, but it could be constrived as that, so I'm clearing the air. If I have said something nasty about you on here, I'm sorry I didn't get the chance and/or grow the balls to say it to your face first.
xxoo waffey.
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